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| first of all... work sucks...... school is great and enjoy time there... even if your bored in school nth to do.... still its better than work.....
cause work is boring and you have something to do LOL
anyway..... lots of thoughts going on in my mind these days.... just trying to organize them and think through them.....
feels like.. i need to know what i want to do with my life...
what i want to do with my free time (if there is any)
what i want to do with finding that someone
what to do with my career
what to do with friends
what to do with the way i deal with people
there are too many selfish ppl in this world.... and i am starting to be very fed up with it.....
so many ppl just think of themselves....
oh well..... sometimes i feel i don't belong here now... i thnk too much.....
ppl nowadays don't htink they just do what they want to.... i guess that's how they find life fun and meaningful.... no need to be responsible to anyone anything , no need to care about ppl's thoughts feelings etc, you don't like me? fine i'll just find someone esle.....
and somehow these ppl will always have a lot of ppl around them and this and that.....
dont' worry ppl... for those that actually do care about me.... i'm fine... totally fine...
just some "old' man rant about life.........
for those who do read this... do find me leave me a msg of facebook, email me call me..... i am very busy with work but i will always have time to meet up with old friends......
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| | 张学友 寂寞的男人 | 繁忙的工作加一把劲来过渡
无聊的交际只管把笑容制造
回家打开一副电脑
模拟找到模拟倾诉模拟很好
从来不知道怎么竟各行各路
从前的一套今天仔细仍照做
夜深粉紫色这外套
模拟起舞模拟拥抱模拟得到
*仍然能拥有梦想跟前途
仍然能拥有自尊跟自豪
仍然明知许多女伴一转身会遇到
为何感到这不算最好
明明从不信天荒跟地老
明明从不会后悔得不到
明明从新掌握去做我总可以做到
为何今晚我不懂如何告别烦恼
浮华掌声里只想一个人赞慕
从难关出发心境可向谁透露
是否悲欢早有定数
何时得到何时失去谁能猜到 |
forgot about this song long time la... the other day saw it on youtube and listen again.... omg so good...... haha don't worry i just like the music... thankfully the title doesn't suit me very well..... yet!!! lol |
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| some ppl may think failure = not getting girls in clubs... not aceing a test etcetcetc you name it.... i just had a revelation (sorry for my wrong use of vocab)... and feel like one really pathetic way of describing failure = not being able to befriend the one you love/have loved so dearly...... haha i'm bitter... but i'm waiting.... someday... i hope... i can jump out of this definition..... maybe my friends are right.... i'm just lonely... and i just need a hug... maybe... not sure.... life is actually very gd for me... i have a job am at training... just having the time of my life..... how'ever .... life is like this... just plays with u.... make u feel like the biggest sore loser in the world..... I AM..... bring it on..... someday... someday ......i will leap out of this failure... and prove that.... were wrong.......................... i promise.............. |
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| last night coming home in a cab.... looking out the window just had a random thought.... people come and go in your life.... there are some ppl that you just see once in your life.... there are friends that you were so close to years ago and now you don't even talk to....... i really hate that feeling of knowing someone so welll then just losing contact and just disappearing in each other's lives...... i hope i can get to be a good frd again.... though i know the other person probably doesn't want to see me again..... hopefully sometime down the road.... can be gd friends again.......ai.... |
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